Friday, February 26, 2010

i forgot. :p

Empathy
You can sense the emotions of those around you. You can feel what they are feeling as though their feelings are your own. Intuitively, you are able to see the world through their eyes and share their perspective. You do not necessarily agree with each person’s perspective. You do not necessarily feel pity for each person’s predicament—this would be sympathy, not Empathy. You do not necessarily condone the choices each person makes, but you do understand. This instinctive ability to understand is powerful. You hear the unvoiced questions. You anticipate the need. Where others grapple for words, you seem to find the right words and the right tone. You help people find the right phrases to express their feelings—to themselves as well as to others. You help them give voice to their emotional life. For all these reasons other people are drawn to you.

Connectedness
Things happen for a reason. You are sure of it. You are sure of it because in your soul you know that we are all connected. Yes, we are individuals, responsible for our own judgments and in possession of our own free will, but nonetheless we are part of something larger. Some may call it the collective unconscious. Others may label it spirit or life force. But whatever your word of choice, you gain confidence from knowing that we are not isolated from one another or from the earth and the life on it. This feeling of Connectedness implies certain responsibilities. If we are all part of a larger picture, then we must not harm others because we will be harming ourselves. We must not exploit because we will be exploiting ourselves. Your awareness of these responsibilities creates your value system. You are considerate, caring, and accepting. Certain of the unity of humankind, you are a bridge builder for people of different cultures. Sensitive to the invisible hand, you can give others comfort that there is a purpose beyond our humdrum lives. The exact articles of your faith will depend on your upbringing and your culture, but your faith is strong. It sustains you and your close friends in the face of life’s mysteries.

Positivity
You are generous with praise, quick to smile, and always on the lookout for the positive in the situation. Some call you lighthearted. Others just wish that their glass were as full as yours seems to be. But either way, people want to be around you. Their world looks better around you because your enthusiasm is contagious. Lacking your energy and optimism, some find their world drab with repetition or, worse, heavy with pressure. You seem to find a way to lighten their spirit. You inject drama into every project. You celebrate every achievement. You find ways to make everything more exciting and more vital. Some cynics may reject your energy, but you are rarely dragged down. Your Positivity won’t allow it. Somehow you can’t quite escape your conviction that it is good to be alive, that work can be fun, and that no matter what the setbacks, one must never lose one’s sense of humor.

Developer
You see the potential in others. Very often, in fact, potential is all you see. In your view no individual is fully formed. On the contrary, each individual is a work in progress, alive with possibilities. And you are drawn toward people for this very reason. When you interact with others, your goal is to help them experience success. You look for ways to challenge them. You devise interesting experiences that can stretch them and help them grow. And all the while you are on the lookout for the signs of growth—a new behavior learned or modified, a slight improvement in a skill, a glimpse of excellence or of “flow” where previously there were only halting steps. For you these small increments—invisible to some—are clear signs of potential being realized. These signs of growth in others are your fuel. They bring you strength and satisfaction. Over time many will seek you out for help and encouragement because on some level they know that your helpfulness is both genuine and fulfilling to you.

Adaptability
You live in the moment. You don’t see the future as a fixed destination. Instead, you see it as a place that you create out of the choices that you make right now. And so you discover your future one choice at a time. This doesn’t mean that you don’t have plans. You probably do. But this theme of Adaptability does enable you to respond willingly to the demands of the moment even if they pull you away from your plans. Unlike some, you don’t resent sudden requests or unforeseen detours. You expect them. They are inevitable. Indeed, on some level you actually look forward to them. You are, at heart, a very flexible person who can stay productive when the demands of work are pulling you in many different directions at once.


Empathy.
Connectedness.
Positivity.
Developer.
Adaptability
.

humdeedum. :p

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

this song gives me chills...


「夜鷹の夢」- Do As Infinity
Dream of the Nighthawk


夜の闇に紛れ 僕ら低空で飛び続けた
Hiding beneath the dark night, we fly close to the ground.
月は何も知らず 低くエンジンが響いてた
The moon knows nothing while our engines hum softly.

そこにどんな人が 暮らし笑い合っているのでしょう
I wonder - what kind of people live and laugh there?
そこでどんな夢が 生まれ育まれていたのでしょう
I wonder - what sorts of dreams are born and raised?
地図に示された 名も読めない街
A town, whose name we can't pronounce, marked on the map
今夜も正義を御旗に
Tonight, the banners of justice will fly.

生きとし生けるもの全て 焼き尽くす紅蓮の火が 真下に流れる
Crimson flames consume all living things below
予定通り機首上げて 弾薬庫の蓋閉じて 勝利の旋回
Our planes rise, everything according to plan.
We close the hatch and let out a victory cry.

何も 見ない 何も 聞かず
Don't see anything. Don't hear anything.
何も 何も 何も 何も
Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing at all.


まるで祝うように 花火ささやかに打ち上げてる
Fireworks fly as if to celebrate
怒り嘆き悔やみ そして憎しみを受け止める
Anger, grief, condolence, and hatred...we accept it all.

朝日より早く まぶしい光が
A bright light faster than the dawn's rays
突然ガラスを砕いて
Smash the glass into pieces without warning.

生きとし生けるもの全て 同じ色真紅の血が 胸から流れる
Crimson blood that flows in all living things
flows from their chests.

力なく握る操縦桿 振り向き叫んでみても 誰も答えない
Without strength, I cling to the handle and call out,
but there's no answer...


月が 遠く 霞み 消える
The moon vanishes into the faraway mist...
母も 父も 友も 君も
As does my mother...my father...my friends...and you...


生まれた国が違うなら こんな砂漠の朝焼け 見ずに生きてゆく
Had we been born in a different place,
we would have lived on,
without seeing
the morning glow in a desert such as this.

暁の空に夜鷹が はぐれてもう戻れない 流れ星になる
Beneath the dawning sky, the nighthawk goes astray,
like a shooting star, never to return.

生きとし生けるもの全て 同じ色真紅の血で 命を育てる
All living things have the same crimson blood
the same blood that flows through their veins.

どんな正義をかざしても 流れ出る真紅の血を 止められはしない
No matter what banner of justice we wave,
we cannot stop the flow.


夢を 見てた 長い 夢を
I saw a dream...a long dream...
長い 夢を 長い 夢を
A long dream...a long dream...

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

sometimes...


i just LOVE my job. thank you JESUS. :DDD

I CAN'T WAIT TIL SUMMER COME QUICKLY PREASE.

the more i think about it, the more i'm sure.

jesus is BUENO. :)

Friday, February 19, 2010

humdeedum.

i feel like i should update my blog.

so.

here it is.

the end.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

you are such a punk, satan.

i rebuke this spirit in the name of Jesus AMEN.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

this kinda stuff makes me want to cry

You Are Still Holy - Kim Hill

Holy, You are still holy
Even when the darkness surrounds my life
Sovereign, You are still sovereign
Even when confusion has blinded my eyes

Lord, I don't deserve Your kind affection
When my unbelief has kept me from Your touch
I want my life to be a pure reflection of Your love

And so I come into Your chamber
And I dance at Your feet, Lord
You are my Savior
And I'm at Your mercy
All that has been in my life up 'til now
It belongs to You
You are still holy

Holy, You are still holy
Even though I don't understand Your ways
Sovereign, You will be sovereign
Even when my circumstances don't change

Lord, I don't deserve your tender patience
When my unbelief has kept me from Your truth
I want my life to be a sweet devotion to You


*this girl danced to this song right before she passed away from cancer. how beautiful our Lord Jesus is.

wisdom and patience.

wisdom to know what to say, when to say, whether to say.

patience to see what He's up to.

Jesus, help me.

Friday, February 5, 2010

dear lovelies.

..........this is the day the LORD has made;
....................i will REJOICE and be GLAD in it. :)

Monday, February 1, 2010

it is necessary to go through pain and suffering

...to get to the GREATER GOODNESS.

O Lord, help me.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
......and lean not on your own understanding;

6 in all your ways submit to him,
.............and he will make your paths straight.

................................................................[Proverbs 3:5-6]


Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see

.............the deliverance the LORD will bring you today.

The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.

...............................................................[Exodus 14:13-14]