i feel like i have a hangover.

and. coconut water is NASTY.

dammit.

...i didn't know it would hurt this bad.

tomorrow is memorial day...RIP.

God. seriously. one thing at a time...

no wonder...

"Those exposed to the toxic effects of child abuse are often so arrested by fear and so confused about their attachments, particularly about their attachment to God, that they're hardened to the message or stunted in their ability to grow in three important elements of Christian life - faith, hope, and love. Usually this happens not because of a lack of desire but because of fear - especially a fear of trusting those expected to be stronger and wiser."

"Attachments: Why you love, feel and act the way you do"
- Dr. Tim Clinton & Dr. Gary Sibcy

I have "the most damaging of attachment styles"...

I can't breathe...

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i feel like my heart is physically being SQUEEZED out. i can't breathe =.= aksljfldsjfksdlfjsfdsf

why am i so complicated...






IF. such a loaded two-letter word.

apparently

sushi is a natural antidepressant.

(omega-3 fatty acids - fish oil)

too bad it's so expensive :p

i've never read

a book that makes me feel like i'm reading about my life.

it all makes so much sense...

hope deferred

how much longer do i have to wait...

take me home.

Thought of You from Ryan J Woodward on Vimeo.

Thought of You - Making Of from Ryan J Woodward on Vimeo.

random...but whatever.

icarus

‏יֵשׁ֡וּעַ‎

Yeshua (the Hebrew or Aramaic name for Jesus)

= "YHWH" + "a cry for help"

= "God, save me."









YESHUA.

She will bear a Son; and you shall call His name Jesus,
for He will save His people from their sins.

(Matthew 1:21, NASB)